Sleep deprived in a great way

bed time


For the past three or four months, things have been uber busy as I have mentioned in my last post. One thing after another keeps over lapping and yep, some things that we can’t control. Since the holidays are fast approaching my sleep deprivation will continue (this time I am not guessing, I am stating). Getting a 10 hour sleep in a day will always be a talent. I had that before and I loved it, then my insomnia-tic ways surfaced again. Main reason is my travel time from home to work is roughly 2 hours and vice versa. So in a day, that’s minus 4 hours of sleep already for me compared to my 15 minutes travel time when I was staying at my grand mother’s house. You may ask me, do I regret it? Moving back to my parents house? Nope, I don’t I just miss my “Inang” at times. Then I got a new job function, which I enjoy a lot, but there are times I have to extend which is okay with me. Lastly, my coffee addiction turned into endless Starbucks momentos with all the special people. Before I would only drop into my fave store after or before my shift starts, now it’s both. Pre-shift coffee for my self-dates, US girls cocol time (mostly Fridays) and realization time. Post-shift coffee dedicated to my beloved friends, non-stop laughing and shedding our hearts out. Weekends are jammed packed because we have special guests, my relatives from Germany are here and we make sure to spend most of our time together if we can. So far so good, we had a lot of quality time together for the past weeks.

The other night, I had a chance to sleep for 8 hours and that was the closest I can get from my past 10 hour sleep routine. I opened my eyes, gave thanks to the Lord, for a happy day ahead, the pool of happiness is waiting for me. Am always ready to swim 🙂 Changes as they say, will always be good.


Fly and Bleed


She ran away as fast as she could

Until she can no longer feel her feet touching the ground

The numbness, the light feeling, it was great

The cloud tasted of cotton candy, the wind was somewhat cold against her bare skin


Then it started raining

Small drops

Loud thunder

Fast lightning

In an instant the gravity was pulling her back


With a big thump she landed back on earth

Her face covered with thick mud

Her eyelids felt heavy

Salty tears started to roll down her eyes


That’s when she realized

She’s exactly where she should be

Back in the hands of reality

Where everything bites, until you can bleed no more

10 Day Blog Challenge: Part 10

blog challengeOne confession

Okay, here we go. I do not know how to date. Like date-date. *Blush*Shy*Blush*Shy* Literally date, like go on a date with someone I like. Because once you ask me out, and I say yes, that simply means I like you and most probably, we will end up together.

This is funny and at the same time frustrating, lol!

Please take time to read my 10 Day Blog Challenge, hope you enjoyed it as much as I did. Again big thanks to Say Cheese for this bright idea. Try it, have fun and know thyself… How come I don’t know how to date? Haha!










Do not forget to check out A SHIP TO CROSS THE SEA OF SUFFERING 10 DAY BLOG CHALLENGE. Thanks for participating 🙂

10 Day Blog Challenge : Part 2

blog challengeNine Things about myself

1. I am a drama queen. Yes, I have dreamed of becoming a television artist, but since I am too old to audition, I just act daily… my life is a live tv series.

2. People say I look quiet and “mahinhin” until they get to be with me for a day. First impressions are not always right, ask my close friends, haha!

3. I hate math and the only subject under it where I do good is Algebra.

4. I love climbing trees when I was a kid, I miss it nowadays.

5. I adore long walks, especially around BGC.

6. I want to have two kids in the future, a girl and a boy. If twins would be possible, yes I will be very happy to have them.

7. I change my mind a lot.

8. Taking risks, one of my hobbies.

9. My soul sings poetry and my mind wanders most of the time.


Entwined hallucinations and a wedding vow


God answers our prayers in time. He is never early nor late, to be specific, He answered mine when you first stepped into my life. All the ‘firsts’ are countless, first sight, first touch, first kiss, first talks and so on. Yes we had all those, but we must commit to make all things last, especially our undying love for each other.

At this moment, I promise before God and our loved ones that I will treasure and respect you each waking moment and kiss you good night as the stars appear one by one. There will be no more you and I, it will be us. Challenges may appear from the horizon and we will conquer them with all our might. For our love is stronger than gravity and I will make sure our hearts will forever beat as one. May we continue to grow and become better version of ourselves who walks hand in hand with joy in our hearts.

To my Universe, last love and unknown husband, I am your faithful wife, Joycelyn ♥