11:54 pm thoughts


For the nth time I told myself that I don’t need coffee in a day. Guess what? I found myself walking down the stairs, boiled some water and tearing with all my glory… the Nescafe 3in1 coffee sachet (Duh! You do need coffee little lady)!

4 days, 4 more days and I will be reborn. Turning 28 I guess has never been this exciting. Some people (especially ladies) will probably be so afraid if they are still single at this lifetime. Funny how some think that a relationship can fulfill their womanhood/manhood. I on the other hand completely disagree with that. A person can only be insanely happy once they have accepted themselves as a whole. And if the forces are with you and you meet ‘the one’, then life must be on your side all along. You see, my point is, being single might hurt but all those pains will be worth it once you see and hear the sparks flying.

People have been asking me over and over why am I still single. I simply answer, “I am not rushing, besides I don’t see fireworks yet” (and prolly it’s a choice). He will enter my life in the most unexpected day and the most unexpexted way. I will know it. My heart and soul will know it, all at once, without a doubt.

Relationships should always mold us into someone or something greater than we used to. They need to shape us to our better selves.

We might be crazy, stupid but we LOVE


So this is the week… where flowers and chocolates seem to fly around daily. Kisses and hugs are not enough for public display of affection and all that cheesy drama. Yes I am single and happy by choice and I do not dread valentines. I am actually a bit excited about it because I can’t wait to wear my yellow custard dress for a concert (Insert my craziness again).

My friends and I started this special week by watching the movie “crazy, stupid, love” and “one more chance”. I realized, we may have all these things and thoughts that we can attach to the feeling called “LOVE” but one thing is certain, we as humans are lucky to have the ability to love and ‘forgive and forget’. We can associate love with so many things, a lot say it is overated. In fact it is, but how did it become like that? Because we are so full of it… and no matter how we deny it, we love to love. SIMPLE RIGHT? We are the ones who makes it overated… I don’t know about you but I plan to keep it that way. ^^

So to all of you out there… let go of all the bitterness. LIVE AND LOVE this week and so on. As for me, I will donate some blood, sing for an event, watch a concert, eat dinner with friends and swim non-stop once the weekend comes.