Who knew I was a Social Climber?

Update: As of November 2, 2013… once you click on the link below, it says “URL cannot be found”.
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Click on the photo above. Now you see? I am a social climber! Made me laugh out so hard. I am so sorry if I was not able to update my blog recently (maybe because I am busy social-climbing, lol!)

So here’s the case, I was on a coffee date with my girls and I got this message from a friend who asked me if I came across this site. The answer was simply “no”, the first time I read this was today also and my first reaction was “Oh another blog hater”. Then when I deep dived into it, I was totally wrong. It’s more than a blog hater. I got a fan, follower and lover! NOTHING AND NO ONE CAN EVER KILL MY POSITIVITY! Haha! To my dearest friend Alex, I am so sorry you were included in this non sense stuff but I assure you, we are getting famous day by day. Soon, we will have our star near Bob Marley’s name 🙂 I mean no harm when I posted this entry ages ago… that led me to think… was this prolly the same person who hated my grammar before?

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If she/he is one person, now that feels a bit creepy. Seems like she/he has been following my every move since September.

To my other dear friends who came across this site, messaged me and took time to ask if I am okay, Thank You from the deepest of my vain and pink heart. I am truly grateful for your concern, and yes I am doing good but real busy since I got a lot of things to do. Do not worry about me because I know for a fact that I am not a Social Climber, I am/and:

1.) A proud owner of fake Louis Vuitton and Coach bags (they are really adorable and I do not buy branded bags)

2) A proud owner of fake Raybans (cutest ever)

3.) A proud endorser of the fab collection from Uk-Uk (branded clothes are really not my type, as long as it’s animalistic I will go for it)

4.) I have certain love of trying foods and drinks, including Jamba Juice 🙂

5.) I eat stress for dessert and you can’t beat my positive soul, I know I am not stepping on anyone

To the owner of The Social Climber, I know you just wanted to help, well we are both getting a lot of blog traffic from each other so we can call it quits. Karma is digital.

To the person who submitted my photo, I know you are following me on Instagram, Twitter, and my other social networking sites. Well then, Thank You 🙂 You are as bright as a Star, my number one fan. I am hoping to meet you soon, maybe at Starbucks where I usually socialize. Maybe that will start a new chapter, and who knows we might click and you might be one of my close friends, have a pajama party with selfies and nail polish nights.

For the mean time, I am gonna be busy again being… Digitally rich. Digitally famous. Digitally beautiful. Annoying and pretentious in real life. – thanks for watching over me, now I have a Digital Fairy God Mother 🙂

Ang hirap sumulat ng tulang Tagalog

Gaano ba kahirap sumulat ng tulang tagalog?
Tingin ko kasing hirap ng dinaranas ko ngayon
Hindi malaman pano mag simula at pano matatapos ang mga bagay bagay
Malayo ito sa tula
Ito ay mga kathang isip lamang na pilit kong isinasalin sa ating wika
Walang saysay ang bawat salita dahil lutang ang aking damdamin
Pilit kong sinasabi sa sarili na may mga bagay na sadyang hanggang ganon na lamang
Pero sa bawat saglit, isang matinding dagok ng kalungkutan ang aking nararamdaman
Talagang mahirap sumulat ng tulang tagalog
Parang pagmamahal lamang
Komplikado at minsan hindi alam kung saan patungo ang direksyon

No regrets, just love

When I think of it now, I smile. How I loved and was loved in return. But then some love were not really ours in the first place. God just lent it to us and after some time, we have to return it back. Return it with a hopeful heart that next time, He will give that ‘one, last, true love’. For a long time, I never thought about my past relationships. I realized I have not thanked them enough for teaching me how to love in all ways possible and for them loving me back until the end.

To my first love, thank you for opening up my heart. Those long phone conversations won’t be forgotten. The nights when I was literally staring at the ceiling and smiling the whole time. Funny love letters, cross stitches and stuff.

To my second love, thank you for writing “I love you” a million times. That small handwriting of yours and numerous white pages all filled with the same three words. I know how much you didn’t want to give us up.

To my third love, thank you, thank you, thank you for the blueberry muffins. I know baking them is hard but you still managed to bring me lots when you visit. Thank you for always reminding me that my smile is perfect. Though the blog you created for me (astersmiles) no longer exist, it won’t be forgotten. Continue playing the guitar like you used to.

To my fourth love, awww… you were… a lot of things. Thank you for making me laugh so hard every time when we’re together. For looking straight into my eyes and telling me how pretty and lovely I look. You always say those three words first, morning, lunch, afternoon, dinner, you never failed. I know how much you hate it when we fight and let the sun go down without doing anything. You and I were so real when we’re together.

To my fifth love, thank you, for letting me go and I am sorry for hurting you big time. My sorry’s will never be enough but I still want to say it. I saw the silver painted star fish I gave you the other day and I thought, like that pretty lil’ thing, the love you have given me will always be special. Countless coffee shops, travels and pictures. Yes, I may be the lady who can create thousands of emotions in photos, but that wouldn’t change the fact I broke your heart, again I am deeply sorry. Soon you will forget me.

To my sixth, thank you, it was short but memorable. Some things are just not meant to be no matter how badly we want it. Wanting was never enough.

To my seventh, I know you are out there… maybe you were just stuck in traffic and your car won’t move for months, years, a century? Haha! Or you are busy cliff diving, or cooking, or taking photos or whatever! Don’t worry, will wait patiently 🙂 Great things come to those who wait and pray silently. Meanwhile, I will be busy making myself better so when you come, You and l will have a happy life ahead. As they say, 7 is the number of perfection.

To all those love, that didn’t last, do not fret, it’s not meant to be and being alone for sometime is part of the plan. Just keep holding to faith and love. ♥

Someone like you

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Compliments are always lovely. When a person receives one, a smile automatically forms. Just a simple “You’re shoes look fab!” make me all giddy.

Out of all the good things I heard, one stood out. I was at work then, so I spent some time talking to my colleagues before the shift started. We exchanged short stories about life in general. Then one said, “You know what, I want my son to marry someone like you. For sure you’ll make a great wife”. For a minute I can’t seem to speak. Not sure how to respond so I just muttered a small “Thank You”. But deep inside I want to sit down, talk to her some more and ask her how can she say that. I am too stunned to speak, I want to jump up and down, tell her it was the greatest thing I have heard but I am too shy (at that moment) lol 🙂

This happened four years ago and I still want to know the reason behind her words. Should I go and ask her? Not sure if she remembers the conversation though.